babies!

Em- I had this really cute ginger baby monday and today.. he's so cute. he looked up at me with these cute blue eyes and bright red hair and just stared at me and smiled! maybe it was you smiling at me through that cute little munchkin? anyway- i would have texted you to tell you, but now this is how i can get to you :)
miss you more than ever! i'm gonna go cuddle my little squidge now.. byeeee!!
<3 el

Tiny Angel

I had my first experience with death today. Well, first infant death. I knew it would be difficult, but I didn't know how hard. There's not much I can say... this is all I could think of, to try and express how I am feeling.


So small and helpless were you once
When God first sent you here
Fighting for your every breath
We prayed for you, my dear

Our prayers have now been answered
it's better can't you see?
No longer in this painful world,
Now you are free.

God has called you home at last
To dance among the stars
Twinkling, brightly every night
Seemingly close, yet still so far

But please, be not afraid
For we'll never be too far apart
Because, dear child, you see..
You've left your footprints in our hearts